bad day [21 Mar 2005|03:44am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | bouvevard of "BROKEN DREAMS" ] Ok so this is how my day goes... i ge tup n go 2 school goo day until i hit 4th block..... i had my presentation.. i was a lil nervous but i thought i did good until my teach gives me my grade n its only a 70 :/ but then things get worse.... i dont have my house key so i stayed after n john wa safter so i talked 2 him for bout 10 min n then i left... but i jus dont get it i feel like im the only girl who cant get a bf.. specailly 1 i like... its always when i like a person i never get 1 chnace :/ i give up on boys and life john... thnx so much 4 everythin ur a big help!!! 1__ I Love You

umm idk [20 Mar 2005|11:12am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | obsession ] what a day lol it was all goin good till igot 2 the hospital 2 c my grandma :/ my mom finally told me wh yshe was there ... i guess shes getitn another treatment for cancer... since she has it n then when i had 2 say my good bye i walked away in tears in front of every1 makin me look kinda dumb bc no1 else cried but yea thats my day n still had 2 do the rest of my english project n jus everythin soo yea PE@CE I Love You

[15 Mar 2005|07:21pm] [ mood | sad ] yea havent updated this in a long long time!!! but yea things r still goin 2 the same... SHITTY.... all week has sucked and eveerythin n jus soo sick of not bein able 2 get a bf but every guys i start 2 like i have 2 give up on the 1st time i start 2 like them....im out :/ I Love You

fuck life! [12 Feb 2005|10:16pm] [ mood | fuck you and everythin bout u ] wow this is a great nite again bein yelled @ n bitched @ 4 carin about sum1 so much... n ppl tellin me 2 kill my self tat a great help mayb i should but im not that fuckin stupid 2 do that shit! n i would never do ne thinthat stupid over a boy! not worth it. thnx tiff 4 bein here 4 me! all i gotta say is im sorry i ever cared for you....! BYE! FUCK LIFE! 1__ I Love You

wow.... [12 Feb 2005|11:09am] [ mood | nuthin can go rite ] [ music | since you been gone ] wow what a nite! soo heather slept over n its bout 130 in the mornin shes got my fone n lookin throught the #s n accidentaly hit send instaed of clear n called lee... but had no idea lee was @ hodges n mike anwsered thn hung up n the of course i shut my fone off.. the fell asleep.... i wake up round 11 n i turn my fone on n it says i have 5 new texts... so i look n all they are is sayin r u fuckin stupid y would u call @ 130 u woke us all up n jus bitchin after bitchin. n i try 2 tell wut happend but no1 wants 2 belive me so idk wut 2 do now... then the 1 i like is mad at me (suposubly)n it jus breaks my heart2 kno that but o well..... soo yea WOW WHAT A NITE AND BAD FUCKING MORNING! i dont think i can ever have 1 fuckin good day nite or ne time in my life! soo this needs 2 end! I Love You

[11 Feb 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | loving me 4 me ] wow another bad day... seriosly i dont think ne thin can go rite on any day of my life. 1st thing that went wrong was me havin 2 do a fashion show with my group in spanish... which i kno i scerwed it all up ju like evrythin else. but then alwyas cin that 1 u love with sum1 else everytime you look. but then you make direct eye contact n u think they kno sumtin like u like them jus by the looks you give them. and no valetines day is comin wow jus cant wait 4 this! :/ because ik i wont get what i want i cant ever get sum1 that my hearts set on. n when i said i cant i mean pretty much never :/ n if i do get the chnace wit this person i hope he'b b lovin me 4 me. well ne ways wow jus another bad day. I Love You

bad day [10 Feb 2005|06:07pm] [ mood | stressed ] wow today wow could i serioulsy have a worse day n my life! jus cin that 1 u like n love soo much wit sum1 else jus breaks ur heart! ughhh then jus had liftin n felt like complet shit n didnt go came home n then wow look agian im gettin bitched @ for sumtin else who the hells knos why... wow im sick of life!!! it jus keeps getitn worse day by day for me.... w.e <3 you...:/ bye! I Love You

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